I just thought I just write for a moment even if I cannot fully express myself coherently and its all personal junk. I'm just trying to make best of continuous bad situation. I'm still trying to shed off the load of crap that happened at the beginning on this month. Personal frustration that bubbled up from back then almost got me fired and I nearly felt I should give up art. I should remember not to drink any energy drink and argue with my boss. All that Taurine/Ginseng/Gurana and stuff gets dangerously circulated right to the brain and I feel like I want to "hurt" something. I'll try and get myself back on track with art and hopefully continue to contribute artistically to my job.

I'm just glad my Brother and Unc surprised me by giving me a Playstation 3 Slim at the same time. Playing it did helped me get through this month but too much time spent not my art projects. Little Big Planet is awesome to say the least! Plus the Blu-Ray player is much better than my old Insgnia on. Too bad the PS3 Slim is 0% backwards compatible with PS2 games. Also, I'm again playing Fallout 3 (Xbox 360) from the beginning since my Bro messed up my first saves and all my DLCs. To be different this time around, I'm playing a male Lone Wanderer from Vault 101. As with my first time my character was named after me, I'm playing with my Bro's given Storm Hawks Phairy race name "Kai." The character looks exactly like my Bro so its even more dangerously fun! As always I play what I feel is natural and my character has good karma. Even killing every Slaver in Paradise City does not change your karma. (sigh) Sometimes its hard being evil.

Well, enough babbling. Time to get on with those art projects.

PS I know I'm a total late one on this, but I finally beat the original game Portal. I guess for the last Test before fighting GLaDos, I mistook that it was "too" complicated and gave up. Silly me.